1. When a boy who leaves goosebumps on every inch of your skin tries to play you his favorite song, don’t let him. He’ll get it stuck in your head and under your fingertips and when he leaves, you won’t be able to listen to it without feeling like you’re choking.
2. Don’t let him touch you all over no matter how much you want to feel him against you. Leave a few spots untouched so that when you’re sleeping alone again, at least your left wrist and an inch of your right hip won’t sting with the remaining burn of his mouth.
3. Don’t let him break your ribs.
4. Don’t watch the sunset with him. He’ll poison it. You won’t be able to look at the sky without swallowing a mouthful of him.
5. Don’t mistake wasps for butterflies. Sometimes when you feel your stomach flutter and your hands start to shake it’s pain, not love.
6. Just because he tells you he loves you doesn’t mean he’s going to stay.
7. It’s okay to delete his number after he kisses the pretty girl he met when he was drunk. It’s okay to leave when he hurts you. You don’t have to keep falling into him.
8. When he tells you that you’re beautiful, try to remember that you were beautiful before him too.
9. Just because he reads and smokes cigarettes and talks about the stars doesn’t mean he’s your soulmate.
10. After you kiss him, remember to wash your mouth out right away so he doesn’t burn into your tongue.
11. He’ll kiss you in the rain and take you to little coffee shops. He’ll brush your hair out of your eyes and kiss your nose. He’ll grab your waist and whisper in your ear but six months later you’ll find yourself drunk texting him that you miss him and he won’t respond.
12. Your heart is going to break a million times. It’s going to feel like the world is falling apart around you. Your lungs will stop working some nights. You find yourself grabbing at your bones trying to hold yourself together. You’re going to feel like you’re dying. It’s going to be okay. You’ll find someone else to kiss you goodnight.
for future reference (via extrasad) Sunday Mar 3 @ 09:46amFuck you for thinking you’re too good to talk to me. Fuck everyone for ignoring me now that I have a serious boyfriend. Fuck my parents for being so damn nosey. Fuck everyone I work with for always calling in or asking off when I need a damn vacation. Fuck my past for constantly haunting me. Fuck me for letting that happen. Fuck the girl I used to be. Fuck you for fucking up my plans to live with Coy. Fuck this god damn state and everyone in it.
I need out. I need away.
Tuesday Apr 4 @ 10:22amI wish! We’re moving to Midwest city of Nick gets this house they’re looking at.:(:( Monday Apr 4 @ 05:04pmI still lived in the city.
So I could convince Megan to not go to work,
and just lay around the house with me
And smoke, and drink..
And go drive and yell at homeless people.
And get Chinese food.
And just be all around awesome like we are.Ugh.
I always think to myself that I wish you still lived here. I’m envious of Coy for getting to spend every day with his best friend. I miss you all the time.:/ Monday Apr 4 @ 04:54pmI still lived in the city.
So I could convince Megan to not go to work,
and just lay around the house with me
And smoke, and drink..
And go drive and yell at homeless people.
And get Chinese food.
And just be all around awesome like we are.Ugh.
400 something people don’t need to know my business, see my face, and read what I say to others. I only give a fuck about a certain few and I talk to them on a regular basis outside of social networking. And the way I see it, when you delete your Facebook, people kind of forget about you in a sense, depending on how close you are to them. I find that pretty cool… How you can almost just delete yourself from society. Plus, people are starting to take Facebook way too seriously. Myself included. I’ll admit, I’m a bit of an addict, but over the past months, it’s just become an annoyance. The people who care will keep in touch and the people who don’t, I couldn’t care less about.
I might keep this and update sometimes, possibly keep instagram, and I already stopped updating twitter a long time ago.
Looking forward to being incognito.:)
Thursday Apr 4 @ 04:05pmTrying to get away from social networking. And the people who aren’t in my life don’t deserve to know about it…
Just know I’m doing fanfuckingtastic!;)
Pshhhhhhhhhhhhh. You, unattractive? Get fuckin’ reeeeal. Friday Mar 3 @ 12:09pm& today that is not happening, at all.
Hey, this post may contain adult content, so we’ve hidden it from public view.
Friday Mar 3 @ 05:40am